Adventuresome Spirit

Ever feeling as though you were meant to go and be anywhere but where you are? Like you would love to just up and road trip, but then again, where would you go? Who would you go with? How much money would it take? I have that feeling constantly! How sometimes home doesn't feel like home. Its like your homesick, but what exact place would cure that sickness? I love going and doing, but I'm constantly reminded by reality of the consequences that would come with such thoughtless actions! Dang my mom for installing that mentality in me that if you cant afford it, you shouldn't do it! I'm sure later in life i will thank her, but in my moments of spontaneousness i feel as tho i will do nothing but spontaneously com bust if i don't fill that need in my life. I almost took a job as a flight attendant, thought that would cure my need to travel and seek out life and the world around me. Yet again the practical part kicked in and i knew i needed to focus on a degree, something to fall back on when i needed to be a responsible adult! Part of me wonders what would have, could have been. I don't have any regret for making that decision tho. In fact i have decided that i would pursue another part of who i am, the part that like to help people in whatever way that is. So here i am going to school to become a nurse! Hoping that once i have some experience under my belt that i can combine my love for traveling and helping people together and do travel nursing. I know some people that do it and make good money and get to enjoy different places while they practice what they love! So that is my light at the end of the long tunnel, the reward for my time and effort! So until then i will suppress my adventuresome spirit in the physical way and let my mind wander aimlessly to where it wants of road trips with friends, sand in my toes, and endless memories that some day i will make come true!